"but don't tell anyone"
a phrase that has been frequently abused. how many times have you had people or even yourself voicing that out? i'm a victim myself. there's just this intriguing rush going in each time it sparks a conversation. perhaps the curiosity draws your attention more than you normally would.
it's a little too private for me to ink down this particular matter. well i can shout out loud the celebrity crushes, but how more mundane can i be? this letter however can be turned into an expression rather than a dedication, no?
oh well. either the tummy becomes sensitive or the butterflies just fly aggressively whenever the eyes are locked down at another. it's a thrill crushing over someone you know you could never have. it soothes you down because it gives you a breather; a pause from the heartache that someone you care about causes. one way or another it preserves the thrilling sanity in you.
like a thirst-quencher. yes.
